So today i see two examples of 9 repeated….
this is a sign from the angels and I’m excited and a little scared to be honest.
i’m not one to pay any attention to vehicles or machinery. Those things are in the far back of my mind while I’m driving…but something drew my attention to two different car tags…
one was 999 HCU and the other was 99 EYE.
99 and 999 is significant to me as i have been asking for a sign from the heaven’s and earth about a crossroads in front of me.
i have the choice to stay with what I know and feel financial security, but spend my working hours around very unhappy people….people who i’ve tried for many years to infuse joy into and around. but it’s never been enough. bitterness and complaining are the soup of every day here. this is a road well travelled.
the other road has no steps and i can’t even see beyond half of a step. It’s scary…there are unknown things on this path…it’s not been trod.
The poem A Road Not Taken moved me in middle school when i first read it…it’s one that i can recall from memory even to this day….along with the raven and annabelle lee…
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I —
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
This poem along with the book Jonathan Livingston Seagull guided my steps through making a major life decision in college where I took the opportunity to follow no one and attend a school further from home…and that made all the difference…
It also guided me when I found myself in an emotional and spiritually abusive marriage…..and i took the unknown and severed the relationship my my and my children’s sake.
So here I am again…..
and i start seeing these numbers. Upon looking them up, they are rare and signal a life change…and ending chapter….the end of the preparation for the life’s purpose that bubbles deep inside. i want so bad to follow my life’s purpose. my heart as an empath goes out to all hurting….my mind as an intuitive wants to see change and straight pathways for those who are bent….my body as a healer wants to offer what i have to heal individuals and bless the earth and nature…..
i wrote these lyrics/poem many years ago…maybe as a foreshadowing of these days…or a hope for what’s never been explored…Blessings!
The sky is falling
and I can hear you calling through the night
To unravel all the reasons
you lead me through the seasons of my life
I know the voice,
I make the choice to follow with my heart
And you explain away the pain it takes
to make my faith your art
I am almost ready to fly,
almost ready to fly
Inside a heart is dying
and loneliness is crying out to find
The joy in desolation,
it leads to desperation of the mind
Everyday, anyway
a search for something more
And only wish to hold you and to know you
like I did before
I am almost ready to fly,
almost ready to fly
Ready to leave the past behind,
ready to cast away and find my life
Ready to break these chains that bind my heart,
my soul, my mind and find,
the reason why I cry,
the reason why
I want to fly
away
The sky is crashing
and I am only asking you to stay
My flesh is more than ready,
my spirit is steadied by my faith
I close my eyes and hope to find
assurance to begin
Faithfully I lift my dreams and wings
to the biding wind
I am almost ready to fly,
almost ready to fly
AncientModernShaman 